Eu vejo uma figura Gorda – Foto na Piscina

2025

In the nostalgic reflection of rescued images, time tells me there was so much there for me to see myself happy. But I didn’t see it. I saw a fat figure, out of place, wrong. And so I erased myself. Literally: I removed my body from the photo. Before doing that, I asked ChatGPT to describe the image as it saw it — without the filters of my pain. The description became a song lyric, and the music was generated by AI. Then, in the space where I once appeared, I used another AI to fill my absence with invented figures. The machine tried to remake me. Tried to guess who I was. Tried to fill the hole. But what it created were distortions, glitches, incomplete presences — and precisely because of that, they are touching. This work is an experiment with memory, body, self-image, and technology. A reflection on how we look at our past images, and how we now delegate to AI the impossible task of restoring what was once lived. If my real body was once rejected, what enters its place now? What kind of presence can occupy the space of an erasure?

Karen Caetano

Brazil